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and somehow... by DeathMonster777, literature

Youth of Black, Blue, and Faux Red by DeathMonster777, literature

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Youth of Black, Blue, and Faux Red

"I love you as much as I hate myself, As much as a pedophile desires children, As much as the other woman lusts for a taken man, As much as the devil craves for a pound of flesh." When he grabs you by the throat, And asserts his dominance, You feel helpless in his arms, Yet you stay anyway. When she shouts at you, And tells you all the things you're not, You feel broken in her kitchen, Yet you love her anyway. When they ask you how you feel, And know the tears behind your smiling eyes, You feel fear in your throat, Yet you say you're "fine" anyway. When he is asleep, And you're at the door again, You have the choice to leave, Yet you come

Perfect (Part 2) by DeathMonster777, literature

Perfect (Part 1) by DeathMonster777, literature

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Perfect (Part 1)

Assume your position, Get in place. Invoke sweet disposition, Gathered in lace. Move it like this, Move it that way. Yes, this is bliss, Do it like night and day. Your body is at my command, Shift in the direction of my fingers. Fear me or be banned, As with the others' smothered presence lingers. Now we got it, Let the nerves pulsate. Every step must be hit, So that my eyes embody dulcet. Hear them in the distance, Shouting your name. Don't you feel it, this great existence? This is what we aim. ... How could you break? Fool, you were so close. It's time you receive my wrath, ache, Writhe in shame, for this role you chose.

You Are/And I by DeathMonster777, literature

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You Are/And I

Let the light out, Open the gates, Free the curtains, You're ready. Give me your face, For I will cleanse it. Baptize in holy waters, Purified, refreshed, and healed. You are beautiful. No one can touch your style, Or dare to come close to your pretty face. They should be wishing, not you. You are brilliant. Who possesses a creative capacity like you, An understanding other than God? Others are not capable to even handle your thoughts. You are strong. The one to cultivate tough spirit, Only person to sacrifice to grow. You devoured the lion they were afraid of. You are the greatest. You're one step ahead of everybody, You struggled more

The Confused Closet by DeathMonster777, literature

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The Confused Closet

I used to think, That all I'll love would be flowers. But now I think, I may love dirt too. There was pretty eyes in my way, So I shut myself down for a few days. I banged on my chest repeatedly, To knock this feeling out of me. I understand now what it feels, To be hiding with no place to go, Since the rest of the world is unforgiving, And the ones closest to you are unreadable. "May I sink my teeth, And suck thy beautiful frame?" Are some thoughts. If it's not on a deeper level, is it real? If I am what I see, Would you still love me as me? I don't want to admit it, But it may be true. Am I, Or am I not. I'm still figuring it out. Whe

All My Love and Hope by DeathMonster777, literature

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All My Love and Hope

When everything burns, And everything hurts, I turn to nowhere, But to you only. I stab the white and red flag, Orange juice dripping from my blade, Reveling in freedom from prison, Sobbing from heroic release. I bleed new colors, Adding green, With a red star, The bear is my friend. You wiped my tears, Cleansed my convoluted mind, Held me in your arms, Made me feel like everything would be alright. So here is my promise to you: I'll complete the cycle. I am supplying, To be eternal under your umbrella of sunshine.

Mind Over Matter or Matter Over Mind by DeathMonster777, literature

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Mind Over Matter or Matter Over Mind

My mind is dark, hardened rock, Glitters strangely with red sparks. Like for a fire for every experience, It lights up my head, shrouded in dust. Unlike others formed by sugar crystals, Mine's shaped by piercing stalactites. I resisted the current, To see in double time. My acts do not skitter sacrifice, For I have died 100 times. I grow weary, rubbing eyes in exhaustion, At failures of ripping eyes wide open. But is an open mind, Really free? The cost of indifference to human heart, Is a price well paid? Even though most see happy black-and-white, And I view in screaming colors, My soul retracts, the colors fleeing, Reversing and replaci

'Heretic' by DeathMonster777, literature

Lock and Key by DeathMonster777, literature

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Lock and Key

Virgins cover in white dresses, To hide and blow wet kisses, Like their whorish mistresses, Losing from quiet, blood-soaked, white misses. The shadows that resemble you at night, Creep behind me and sneak, To place daggers into wounded pegs, And stare at the pool of blood that augments itself. Shine away, Because privacy speaks, For darkness wants no peace, Till all blood spills and dries as pennies. If you give me a rope, Tie it in a knot, But around your neck, So no one will forget.

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You Are/And I by DeathMonster777, literature

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All My Love and Hope

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Youth of Black, Blue, and Faux Red by DeathMonster777, literature

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Blood by Light-Dusk, literature

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Blood

And he's trying to breath, but he's choking. Trying to say something, but he's drowning in his own blood. He tries to say "I love you, don't forget, please don't be too sad, you're strong, you can make it," but he can't form words, can only gurgle helplessly. He gathers the last of his strength and puts his hand on his face. And with the seconds he has left, he locks eyes with him and hopes he understands. Hopes he knows how much he cared for him, loved him. And then he's falling, and everything is black, and he is gone.

Last Leg by curls-and-yelling, literature

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Sad (sad) adj. by curls-and-yelling, literature

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Sad (sad) adj.

actually, sad isn't the right word there isn't a word for it. it's a tight spiral staircase that descends forever into blackness. it's oblivion, lost in a postmortem and no one seems to think your corpse's heart has stopped beating. it's going to sleep and praying (to no one) that you won't have to wake up again. it's wishing you had the courage to pull the trigger and hating yourself because you can't. it's when nothing feels good anymore, not crying, not eating, not living, not breathing. it's knowing the light behind your eyes has flickered out, it's being gone and not wanting to come back. it's being a husk, feeling the breeze flo

I Dreamed of a Four Poster Canopy by curls-and-yelling, literature

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I Dreamed of a Four Poster Canopy

Counting down the days left in my home of ten years, the dust is floating sweetly in the rays of the sun as I forget where my bed used to be I'm not lost in wistful memories I don't have, because growing up is a waiting game. The shapes you find in the clouds are the same ones I see in my ceiling, these four walls hidden behind posters hiding me. I don't think this house knows my name, and as I toddle out of my adolescence, I'm not sure you do either.

Awakened by curls-and-yelling, literature

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Awakened

Most people have rather comforting dreams, ones that send them through reveries of painted skies and requited love, or daring adventures coupled with the occasional awkward pants-less school day or fall from great heights. My dreams are nothing like that. I have never had a “good” dream. They are always profoundly disturbing, horrifying, or just downright scary. I scream in my sleep and wake up in a cold sweat every night, wishing I could sleep through to the morning. I’ve been looked at by countless psychiatrists, neurologists, hypnotists, and anything else you could think of. So of course it didn’t surp

Paradoxically, I by curls-and-yelling, literature

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Paradoxically, I

I never talk to you when I'm okay but I guess I've been okay long enough to miss you so here, There's a few guitar chords that will make me remember you a smile or a laugh that will make me forget you and that's too good for me to feel; there's a whisper of emotions in my shouting and there's an echo of numbness in my smile but I guess I've been okay long enough to want to stay that way.

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Jan 4, 2019

the most transformative year

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In my developed pretentiousness and bloated sense of ego, I have seemed to make it a habit to review the past year in light of the new year despite being a literal fetus. I also do this for my birthday, but I detest thinking on that day to avoid thinking how much closer to death I am, which has seemed to grow into another habit of mine. As always, life imitates art (or more so I confuse plagiarism with flattery), which means sometimes I quote from songs, films, and tv shows without actually using quotes so don't mind me please. I haven't started that process yet, so don't worry about the previous statements. There are two things I in review

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DeathMonster777

Jan 23, 2016

ATTENTION ATTENTION ATTENTION I HAVE POSTED A NEW JOURNAL. VERY IMPORTANT, PLEASE READ SINCE I NEVER POST ANYTHING.

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DeathMonster777

Jan 23, 2016

curls-and-yelling

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Hey guys. It's me. It's been a long time. I don't post anymore but I'll only do it if I feel that it is necessary and important to do. I am here to direct your attention to one of the best writers I know and is my personal favorite, ~curls-and-yelling (https://www.deviantart.com/curls-and-yelling) She was known by a former name that you all may remember, Full-Darkness. Well, I'm happy to say that she is back! She is back and her writing has matured even more the last time she was here. This is truly her. She bares her all in her writing and no one can muster the bravery she has in putting her pain in her poems quite like her. I beg you to please at least check her out and her writ

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sophiemarin

Jan 25, 2016

Hello!

You have been chosen as the featured Member of the Month due to your efforts and participation with our Group,

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DeathMonster777

Jan 25, 2016

Thank you so much! I am so happy that you have done this for me. I have utmost gratitude for you all.

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Oct 16, 2014

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life

Do not break this chain. Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉
= Fight for you
= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Need you
= Deserve you
= Save you

EvilScarrlett

Oct 15, 2014

Nya! Huggles! *hugs*

You have been hugged :3
SPREAD the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them IN PUBLIC! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely GET STARTED hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.

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Sep 20, 2014

Hi DeathMonster777, welcome to Passionate-About-Art!
It's great to have you in the group.

DeathMonster777

Sep 21, 2014

Thank you! I'm happy to join. It's an honor to be invited.

EvilScarrlett

Jul 19, 2014

Nya! Huggles! *hugs*